Why is it when I try to get my life back on track and really wanna change I lose what keeps me going? :’(

:((

I havnt posted on here in forever because I’ve been holding everything in and trying to act like it’s all okay. Well now I just lost my BEST friend, because you are such a stupid bitch and destroy me. I tell her everything and she won’t come over now because of you. Thanks.

I don’t know how to be good enough for you. I wish you all we’re atleast nice to me like you use to be.

Wish I could just let all my emotions out. But if I type them on here, it’ll be stupid.

Why do I have to feel like this. I really don’t care if I have any friends anymore because they all lie. :( I hate this feeling if not feeling good enough!

… :’(

So depressed, I’m shaking. I’m numb. I hate this, really wish you wasn’t like that.. I wish you’d like me, I wish I was pretty. I wish I had hair and the face every other girl had. :’( I can’t breathe anymore.. I’m so empty. I don’t know how much longer I can feel like this.

ln-smith:

i haven’t been on here in forever.